Hi there. . .

I have turned my digital video camera..Into a webcam. Kudos for me!

Today I spend some time outside, ran up and down my dirt road. yes...It's mine...I claim it. Ever since I was a wee child.

I got to watch like three hours of Battle Star Galactica. No..Not the stupid old one. the new...Awesome one...That makes me cry every twenty to thirty minutes...

I cut my hair. It's pretty short now. My bangs come to my brows. Instead of past my nose.

I cut some plywood. Played with Styro foam...WEEE....

I loaded a truck up with copper, iron, aluminum, cans...Gotta wake up at 6:00 am...Go with my brother to drop it all off and make some light cash. But the cash is for my little brother. He's the one in charge of the metal business.

I'm tired. I want to own a Gibson Les Paul..Why can't 3 k just land in my lap?..I mean..What is wrong with this world...Oh. That's a stupid question...EVERYTHING.

I suck. So bad...I need to get my life in order...I'm drowning. I hate drowning..But, for some reason. No matter how much I hate it. The deeper I sink.

I love the cold weather. It's refreshing. Today I walked outside..And it felt like I was in Wyoming...Such a wonderful feeling. ...

I wish I was with my cousins...I miss them alot. And whenever I'm with them...I feel completely at peace...nothing can hurt me when I'm with them. I don't know why..But, they are just amazing like that...

I would give my life in a blink of an eye to keep them safe forever.

I need to record my new music...I've got some new piano stuff. It's neat. Or, so I think. Who the heck invented starving artists? ....Ugggh....Such a tough break...